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Right Now

Elan Elan
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All that you perceive is your version of reality, your version of circumstance. Your version of any other individual you are perceiving, you are interacting with. Your version is what you create and your version is what you interact with as infinite creators.

Now that you are experiencing yourself as being linear, you still maintain a concept which still translates into even in your linear thinking now.

Now is the only time there really is. And though you will create your reality as a seeming succession of nows that seem to come one after another, more accurately, it is one eternal now. Your infinite point of view exists right now in its entirety, not becoming anything that it isn’t already, but being completely everything right now.

Your finite point of view, your finite experience has the advantage of the porthole, if you will, of the understanding of what you call right now. Because even though you do experience yourselves as a seeming progression of nows, each now when you choose to understand this is complete, contains it all. Another way of looking at this is that right now you have everything you need to do anything you want, to be any person you want, to experience any reality that you know is true for you.

The idea of becoming something that you are not already is an illusion. It is a playing out of what you create as a succession of nows. But ultimately a decision is made right now and that is your experience. Often you will assume in a given now moment that there is something to obtain, there is a goal to reach, there is something to become that you aren’t already. This is an apparency and is part of the decision that you make. And that decision in and of itself says I am not this and will become that in a so-called different now. When you do that, you experience the idea of not having what you need right now. But it is only because of your approach, your interpretation, and your decision right now.

What I am suggesting and what I am reflecting to you in perfect timing in how you have attracted this interaction and how you attract any knowledge, timing, and resources that you create in your life, is the concept that you already have what you need right now. You already have the knowledge that you need to at least take the appropriate step right now. You already know what you need to know when you need to know it right now.

Building that expansive approach into your decision in the moment, assuming, becoming the idea that you do already know it, whatever it happens to be, allows you to begin to access your knowledge, access your power right now. Not tomorrow, not one minute from now, but right now. Beginning to play with the idea that you do contain the answers, that you do contain the power, that you can do the things you say you desire already, allows you to begin to step in accord with your power and so to speak, channel your power into the present.

You already channel your power into the present. But when you are not specific about your decision about who you are in the present, you introduce an element you generally refer to as randomness as opposed to purposefulness. And therefore, simply being willing to entertain the notion that you contain it all, that you know what you need to know, that there is something right now that you can do that will allow you to fully be who you are, allows you again to begin to be conscious in the management and the dispensation of your power which again I remind you you will use anyway. But we are introducing the idea of purposefulness for you all seem to say what is my purpose?

Your purpose is completely up to you. An indicator of your purpose is what you refer to as your passion, your excitement from what is available in any given right now moment. Something will always stand out as feeling more exciting to do than anything else. And we have discussed many times in many interactions with many members of your society that this vibrational discernment is you reflecting back to yourself in the situation who you are. What alternative is most representative of the you that you know yourself to be.

As we have in that sense discussed also, each and every now moment right now you make a decision about who you are. That decision can be based upon many criteria. What we have suggested to begin to entertain is the idea of allowing that decision to be according to your preference, according to your desire, and according to your knowing of who you are, based on perhaps to play the linear game who you desire to be if you feel that you are not the person you already wish to be.

But the idea is that the only thing that prevents you from getting the effect of being a particular person you desire to be and feel perhaps that you are not is a decision right now that you are not that person and then generally plug in and must do this, this, and this before you will decide that you are. Ultimately, it always then again boils down to the decision, this is who I am.

Beginning to ask yourself, who am I? Who would I desire to be if I could be anyone? Allows you to begin to clarify, to define, to establish, to discern, to ascertain who you are according to your own criteria. For though individuals will sometimes say in your society, I know you better than you know yourself, this is impossible. Only do you know who you are. Someone can say you are this person and you can then decide well they must be right because everyone always tells me so. Ultimately, it is only your agreement, your decision that gives you the effect of being a person who someone else observes you to be.

From again your knowingness, only you know who you are. Anyone else’s feedback is simply reinforcement to the understanding of who you are. Either because their renderings are accurate and allow you to say, “Yes, that is me.” Or because their observations are not at all who you know yourself to be and allow you to see more clearly who you are in relief to the misidentification that they seem to be observing.

Your decision is always made right now. In a sense, whoever you decide that you are right now, you are. And then right now, should you choose to be someone else, you are automatically and across the board. This mechanism is always in place, always has been, always will be. So there is no matter of gaining the spiritual tools and knowledge to be who you are. It is a matter of understanding that you already apply those tools 100%. You always decide something. And therefore, because you have done this flawlessly your whole entire life and in fact before, you are experts at deciding who you are.

The introduction of conscious intention is the fulcrum, is the threshold that allows you to create consciously, that transforms any idea or experience of what you heretofore have labeled subconscious, unconscious. The effects that you would seem to get from the subconscious, the unconscious closet, are truly only fancily worded decisions that allow in the statement of the decision itself for randomness, for hiding parts of yourself from yourself, for rationalizing unpreferred behavior.

If you simply decide to decide right now, that is all it takes to begin to express yourself consciously. Your decision being the product of a conscious understanding immediately transforms any effects that would appear to be subconscious or unconscious. Sometimes we will make the statement that what you refer to as unconscious knowingness is really the same as conscious unknowingness. And what this basically boils down to mean is you still decide not to decide. Therefore then the effects seem to come from another source but there is no other source. You are the infinite creators of your own reality.

So expert are you at creating your reality completely that you can experience the apparency of an external universe. So expert are you at completely expressing yourself in finite terms that it can seem as though you are in a reality but a minute member, a grain of sand in the infinity of creation. This is the degree as a creator of power that you possess, the ability to completely forget that you even created it all.

Again, where the advantage of that comes in is that you in choosing to forget who you are, so to speak, allow yourself to uncover, discover, to see who you are. And that joy of discovery is part of the advantage of linear thinking, of linear experience. However, you can still have the joy of discovery, you can still have the experience of expansion without needing to perpetuate the illusion that you are but a sand in infinity. And this is what you are beginning to do in even attracting yourself to an interaction such as this. Not that it is us or we are any better than any other source, but simply that our approach is expanded and completely self-empowering. The mere fact that you attract this tells you this is your timing. This is you unfolding your timing to yourself.

And in even calling us or myself another source, I am playing into the illusion for I am truly foundationally, fundamentally, most basically you. And when you see anything you find desirable in anything, including our approach, it is simply you recognizing what you already contain. And this is why when interacting with you, we do not accept credit. It is like walking up to the mirror and saying to the mirror, “You have helped me to be more me.” Well, all right. Perhaps that’s one way to look at it. But ultimately, you are the originating brilliance reflected then back to yourself and you are the one then beholding the reflection and marveling. The mirror is also you as well.

And therefore we remind you of this because you need not create elaborate process in unusual circumstance. Although it is a very creative way to go about it as well to reflect back to yourself who you are. Interactions such as this by all means are one way to reflect to yourself. But walking down your street and simply beholding something that you find inspiring. Interacting with another individual and feeling that individual. Breathing the air of your planet, smelling a beautiful flower. All these things are you reflecting back to yourself and are cause for celebration of yourself, of your willingness to express yourself in terms whereby you are able to appreciate who you are and express yourself in these terms.

This all always occurs right now. And right now is your point of power, is your porthole of entry, if you will, is your center point. And because it always exists, because it is always right now, you are never ever ever ever ever cut off from yourself or your power unless you decide that that is who you are in that right now moment. And in making such a dis-empowering decision, you are still exercising your power 100%.

Therefore, as creators, well, all right. You have no off switch. You are always on. Your ability enables you to interpret your reality through this understanding, through the understanding that your power is nothing to obtain. Your power is nothing to grow toward. Your power is nothing to become. Your power is who you are.

That was a mouthful. And so on that note, I will give you the pleasure of a short introduction. Allow me to simply say our sentiment toward you and toward all beings, but you as well, is unconditional love and appreciation. This means no matter what, no matter who you decide to be right now, we will always love you and appreciate that decision. Though that decision may completely differ from a decision that perhaps we would make. Now again I do not mention this because it is us and we occupy any place of authority. I mention it as an example, as an invitation to treat yourself with that same respect.

By being willing to unconditionally love and appreciate yourself, which is only a decision, by the way, you free yourself up to express yourself effortlessly and fully. You replace any former decision that you have made that your self-love must be earned. If you decide your self-love must be earned, that is conditional self-love. And that is not a law or a tendency of the universe. That is a decision as well.

When you conditionally love yourself, if you fall short of who you think you should be, you render the judgment. You get the effect. You create the true opposite of unconditional love which is the emotion you refer to as guilt. All you need do is again take that same ability, that same application, and simply decide I unconditionally love and appreciate myself. This means no matter what I do or no matter in my explorations which effect I may achieve, I am not willing to allow the leeway of the removal of that love. That love is a given.

That again is a decision that you can make and many of you do fleetingly. But you can decide right now where your power lies in each and every moment. To simply cut yourself at least that much slack for unconditionally loving yourself allows you again to express yourself fully and effortlessly and allows you to make decisions which are consistent with the understanding of who you know yourself to be, rather than out of guilt and obligation which is someone else’s version perhaps of who you should be and your agreement to that particular decision.

Therefore, entertain the idea that when you unconditionally love yourself, you are maximally affected. And by convention, you then give yourself the framework in which to unconditionally love others as well. And this means you do not need to agree with their approach. You do not need to agree with their decisions, but at least you can validate them as a valid set of decisions with a valid set of outcomes which is true for them. And again, the ultimate truth is composed of all truths anyway. So in invalidating someone else’s truth, that invalidates yourself.

For again your willingness to co-create this interaction with me this evening of your time, I again thank you and ask you how we may mutually be of service to each other with the sharing.

Questions

Asker: Can you tell me something about intelligence on this planet in terms of brain cells capacity to understand what’s more gray matter in one person than another? Can you give me any clarity about that?

Simply it is my perspective that the body exists within the consciousness and not the other way around. So therefore the body, the physical cells of the body, what you refer to down to your DNA structure, is a reflection. When you decide, when you buy into the idea that consciousness and intelligence are a result of the body, your decisions automatically reflect that idea and seem to support the experience of consciousness being a result of the brain. However, again, that is only a decision.

My understanding and my particular viewpoint realizes that if a person shifts their consciousness, their physical body will shift. Individuals do not have much of, as you say, a problem believing that, but so will their physical structure, your physical brain, your physical cells. And if indeed that is what it will take to reflect your expanded form of consciousness, what you refer to as your DNA will shift as well. So it is not my perspective that intelligence is the result of gray matter, but that gray matter is the result of consciousness.

Also, your scientists seem to insist based on what you call the readings of your various instruments that you only use what you call a percentage or portion of your brain. That is not our perception. Our perception is that you are a 100% being who uses exactly the correct amount to correspond with whatever you are being at any given moment. And some of the so-called usage is simply not measurable with your current technology. Okay.

So that would my sons are involved in standardized testing for getting into college and there’s so much competition and so much emphasis placed on this standardized test score for as a measure of intelligence that it just brings up the whole idea to me in the concept of it limits these children when they get the standardized test result that oh I must fit in this category because the test shows me I’m only this or I’m really smart because it shows me I got this score.

Well, all right. But if an individual is concentrating on the structure and what you call the competitive nature of the structure, then their emphasis is not simply expressing the most them that they can. And paradoxically, were they to enter these situations with the understanding that this is an opportunity to express their knowledge, express their consciousness, that would in that sense remove the so-called pressure that individuals put on and they would even get what you call better results.

Asker: let’s pick the dream one. I wake up in the morning sometimes feeling like I’ve played out the stress of my belief system at night and wake up having had dreams that show me my belief system like I believe I’m responsible for killing people on some level. So I dream that in fact I did kill someone and I wake up with that sense of incredible stress even though I thought I went to sleep in a very peaceful loving place.

All right. Do you find this to be of service or as you say obnoxious?

Well, both all truths are true. It’s obnoxious.

So you do to some degree judge it?

No. Let me just say I wake up physiologically being affected by what I dreamt. So I guess the judgment comes in that wow, I don’t feel really good because I feel really stressed out from whatever I dreamt last night.

May I ask you a question? When you wake up, so to speak, from my perspective, you are dreaming right now, but we won’t get into that. Do you find that the so-called actions that you had performed are not representative of who you are when you wake?

The actions are not representative of my actions but they do feel really comfortable in terms of my deep down belief system.

All right. But the idea that I am asking what I am inquiring is when you wake up do you say well I am a murderer or do you say that is not truly who I see as myself.

It’s funny I guess I wake up saying gee that’s really who I see myself to be. I know what you’re saying. I can wake up and say that’s not who I am but I haven’t done it yet.

All right. The point is either way it serves you. If you understand that is not who you are, it puts you in touch with that idea. If you allow it to be okay to have such an experience, understanding that it is an exploration that allows you to see in relief who you are by again perhaps providing examples of who you are not. And you allow that to be okay. Not that you would do such a thing physically, but that you do not judge yourself for having done it. That is when you will find that type of what you call experience to seem to cease. And it is truly the judging I should not be doing that or I am invalidating where that may be accurate for me that seems to perpetuate the effect instead of allowing it to simply transform and play out.

Kind of like a window into what my belief system was or is. So it’s giving me an opportunity to learn.

There are many ways to approach this, but for the purposes of this particular discussion, it allows you to play out a certain notion within yourself without what you would refer to as your waking repercussions. Therefore, you allow yourself to have the experience, but then you allow yourself to wake again into this dream and not having the repercussions of that experience, still get to have, as you say, your cake and eat it too. And generally when you come to terms with that being all right again, not that the act itself is an integrated act or not that that is something it is my perception, not meaning to be presumptuous, that though you may contain the idea of such anger, contain the idea of such a drastic action that it truly is not representative of who you know yourself to be as a being. Now, I again do not mean to be presumptuous, but it is my sensing that my statement is accurate.

Okay. But it’s more it’s not that I’m killing someone intentionally. It’s an accident. Something I’ve caused that causes them to die.

But again, I remind you as well to say these are beliefs that I contain that I am not perhaps playing out is really quite an arbitrary statement in and of itself. The reason being because you contain all beliefs and their opposite. And it is not practical. It is not your approach as an individual, as a linear being to play every single one out. But you do contain them all. Therefore, having an experience in what you call your sleeping dream need not be interpreted to say, well, I am deep down this miserable person who would do such a thing and be so negligent. As it allows you to see that you contain all beliefs and are very consciously aware of the ones that you will choose to manifest in your waking dream.

Asker: My son is asking about electromagnetism. He’s taking physics and can’t quite understand why positive flows into negative. I said, well, you just have to accept this in this earth. Maybe in another dimension it doesn’t.

It is simply a description of a tendency of flow of energy in your linear reality. Yes, it is accurate to say that all physical and non-physical realities have different sets of rules. Some of which are quite similar to your own and some of which in that sense are quite different and sometimes opposite from your own. But the idea is it is a tendency in your reality. Now I say a tendency as opposed to a law because there are exceptions to this. But again there is no need to get into that.

Okay. So it could be different in another part of the universe.

Even in your own but it is perhaps you can say the general tendency and therefore will tend to be what is observed but remember the observation, the observer, and the observed are really all the same being you.

Might we discover in the future that in fact that is not the only law?

Absolutely.

Down the line.

And again even calling it a law it is truly more accurately simply Vocal phenomena.

Asker: How soon will the known oil reserves on planet Earth run out assuming the current rate of consumption?

Not within what you call your foreseeable future. And it is our particular, shall I say, prediction understanding that a prediction is simply the sensing of the energy available in the present as what is most likely should nothing change. Before such a thing would happen by many, many, many years, you will begin to rely on different forms of energy. That is as specific as I choose to be.

It doesn’t have to run out in order to cause other viable forms to be more competitive than oil.

It is not likely, though there can be the fear of this that would drive such alternative sources.

Okay, let me switch to crop circles. Can you give us an update? It’s been a long time that anything has been said about crop circles. Are they still continuing? Will they increase? Is the message changing? What’s happening?

They do continue. There is a preponderance of what you refer to in your vernacular as hoaxes, which are generally human-made ideas. The idea of the communications is that they are similar. They are prints, ideas that do not necessarily have one particular interpretation, and if approached intuitively can mean different things for different individuals and everyone is accurate for they each get what they need to get for who they are.

Are the Estasanis still making triangular crop circles?

Not so much from time to time. Not recently.

How about the US? Are we getting any? We never read. The media is so secretive about this.

Basically, your answer is encrypted in the question. They do exist. There is not much publicity about them. There are not what you would refer to as many, but there are a few.

One last question.

Uh, number three, unrelated question. Proceed. As one being on this planet, one of nearly six billion, I keep hearing the idea that one person can have a real impact on let’s say the mass consciousness of this entire planet. And from an engineering standpoint, one out of six billion, how can that be?

Ah, very interesting question. In understanding that we know each other and that you have been privy to our point of view many times, would you care to answer that?

Well, one thing I think of is the hundredth monkey phenomena, but I don’t think that really applies to what I just said.

Perhaps your question is asked from the standpoint of the grain of sand in the infinity universe that we had mentioned in the introduction to this interaction. Assuming yourself as simply one minute being rather than creation itself. Now when you do that you make a decision and your decision sticks. And from the result and standpoint of seeing yourself in microcosmic terms existing within a reality, your question has meaning and validity. But understanding yourself as the creator, understanding yourself as pure consciousness, you are the only one there is. And so therefore, only can any approach that you have make a difference across the board.

More locally, as we have shared many times, when you shift your point of view, when you shift your decision, others seem to change. You did not go out and personally canvas each and every individual and yet you are seeing the reflection of the change of yourself, the change of the expression of who you are. Yes. And so therefore changing yourself changes it all. And that is the most accurate answer I can give. Now do you wish to argue with me? By all means do.

I can see impact of being who I am moment to moment and the results encouraging that that has. For example, three people here tonight coming from quite a distance are here in a sense because of some things I’ve done or expose them to.

Well, in a sense, yes.

Feel good about that.

All right.

And the people I associate associate with day to day, I feel I’m having a beneficial impact on them.

All right. Are you dissatisfied with the pure numbers involved?

Well, I’d like to see bigger numbers.

All right. Then expand your definition and understand when you change your approach and decision, everything changes and you need not corral many monkeys. Do you understand conceptually what I am saying?

I guess being a double Leo, I’d like to get on stage and talk to a lot of people about the things I believe.

Well, by all means do.

Just one at a time.

All right.

But this happens anyway. And again, saying only one of six billion is a very specific decision. Yes.

Yeah. That’s minimal. And with that particular decision, the resulting sentiment can be overwhelmed. I can’t possibly make an impact. But the idea is your impact is automatic. And again, you are not responsible for the other six billion. And only are you responsible for yourself. When you fully be responsible for yourself, then you are being responsible to the rest. And that is what makes the impact. Whether they are specifically aware of you as an individual or not, for a change in anything is a change in everything.

Again the analogy we have made is it is again all in your point of view. We have used the analogy of a cube with perhaps all the same colored sides. If you change the color of one side, you then have the choice of seeing that it is the same old cube with a slight facelift or it is a completely different cube. And that particular slight shift in your approach gives a completely different effect. One same old cube, big deal. The other joyous new cube to explore.

What was said that the best most effective teacher we can be is our own example. And my effort is to be the best me I’m smart enough to be given my spiritual belief system. So I’ll just keep doing that.

All right. No effort involved to be who you are. Where the effort comes in, where the resistance comes in, where the friction comes in is in resisting who you are. So no need to try.

Well, I seek joy, no pain. So I guess that’s consistent with what you said.

All right.

Perhaps again, no pain and pain are very similar. Simply say I am well, rather than I am not in pain. And you will be emphasizing wellness rather than de-emphasizing pain which is the same thing as still focusing on pain.

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