The Stream

The Stream Meditation

Become comfortable in your seats. If you are sitting, allow yourself to take a few deep breaths and begin to relax your physical body so that you may take full advantage in your centered state of being of this imagination exercise that we will do now with you. We may entitle this entire interaction after this meditation exercise. And if you wish to use this entitlement, you may call it the stream.

Allow yourself now in closing your eyes to simply float, to drift. To allow yourself to understand that there really are no such things as distractions. Any noise that you may hear, any feeling that you may have, any thought that may pass through you, allow it to be a part of the exercise, invite it in. Do not shut it out. It is only in attempting to shut these things out that you call distraction. that you keep yourself from floating to the center of your being. Allow yourself to know that everything you experience is a part of the reality that you are creating. Invite it in. Accept it in. The more you recognize everything that you are creating as a part of your consciousness, the more you can allow yourself to remain in the center of your being, no matter what is passing in your reality. Allow yourself therefore to pay attention and be overjoyed by every single nuance, every single sound, every single feeling, every single thought. Experiment with it. Explore it. See what it really is. See what it reflects to you. Allow yourself now more and more to play like a child, inviting all these noises and sounds and opportunities in as if you were discovering new toys in a toy box. New bright and shining treasures that you had not expected to see. Allow yourself to play with them, to handle them, to bounce them around in your consciousness, to taste them, to savor them, to see what new flavors they bring to your awareness. Allow yourself to play.

See your body standing anywhere you wish to see it standing in your imagination, in your mind’s eye. See yourself looking out into a stretch of infinite space. There is no end, no barriers, no borders.

This infinite space stretches all around you. All around. Allow yourself now to hear a rush of energy. A rush of energy that is your consciousness. That is your body alive with electricity alive.

Feel the electricity coursing through you. Feel your body to be nothing but coherent energy. Coherent electricity. Crystallized energy, crystallized electricity vibrating, vibrating, vibrating at a very high pitch. Feel it, hear it. Allow it to go through your entire cellular structure. Know that you are very alive, very active, very creative, that you are in touch with everything.

Imagine that there’s energy, not that it leaves you, but that it shoots out from you, shoots away from you through the front of your body, out and out and out and out, shooting away and away and away and away off into the infinite reaches of the void. Like a stream, like a beam of energy away and away, far away, rushing, rushing, rushing, rushing at infinite speeds, far, far, far away.

See all of the little particles of energy, the little photons of light, the little atomic structures that it is composed of rushing away from you as if some gigantic titanic wind were rushing out of you. See this stream going out and out and out very far away.

But then see it begin to curve. Curve up. Curve from side to side. Curve down simultaneously out and away in all directions. Curving out and around and around and around until it reaches straight up. Straight down and off to each side. Way far away. Curving around. Around and around. Up and over. Down and under. Off to each side. Coming around. back around until it goes way far away around behind you in all directions. Racing, rushing, racing and rushing all the way around you. Curving around, back behind you at the same distance that you have sent the stream out in front of you. coming back around. Coming back down together, coming down from the top, around from each side, up from the bottom until it meets at a point just as far behind you as it began to diverge in front of you.

As you see this energy curving around, continuing to stream from you, coming back now, back toward you, back behind you, coming for your back, rushing, rushing towards you from behind, rushing, rushing, rushing faster and faster at infinite speed. All these little particles, all of this energy coming closer, closer, faster, faster until you feel the heat, you feel the light, and it comes slamming through you from behind and continues to rush through your body out again to the front until you have a continuous circular stream of energy pouring through you like a gate, through you like a valve, through you like a conduit, through you like a window, through you like a door. Around and around and around it streams up and away, down and away, off to each side, up and over, down and under, around through the back, always coming back through you. You are at the center of an infinitely rotating sphere of energy as if there was a sphere with a bar passing right through the center and the bar passing right through the center of your solar plexus. Right through under your rib cage coming in through your spine through and out back and around through and out back and around.

Take a few moments to become used to the feeling of this stream of energy around and around that you are at the center point of. Feel it rushing through you. Feel it opening you up. Feel it cleansing and clarifying, energizing, enlightening, washing away all of the doubts, all of the confusing thoughts, carrying them out into the stream and dissolving in the stream before the stream comes back around. So that the only thing that re-enters you from behind is crystal clear, pure energy. Pure white light. Pure crystal clear. In and out, in and out, around and around. An unbroken flowing stream. Feel it rushing through you. Hear it rushing through you like the wind. Faster and faster and faster, lighter and lighter and lighter until it is almost a whisper, but it is going at infinite speeds.

Now, now know something else that this is you. This is your total consciousness. Not just the body, not just the physical reality, not just the outer aware thinking mind, but this entire sphere is you, is your consciousness. And your body is simply one slice, one point in the totality of the spherical consciousness, the moving infinite consciousness of your energy that you are. You are now allowing your total consciousness to pass through your physical presence, your physical awareness, your physical focus. But the physical focus is not all you are. It is but one slice, one infinitely thin slice of the totality of your being, of your awareness, of your consciousness. You are this stream of energy.

The thin slice that is the physical you through which all of this energy is passing. This thin slice may not always contain an understanding or an immediate awareness of all the answers to all the questions to all the things you need to know to all the things that you desire to all the things that you know you deserve or wish you deserve or sometimes only hope that you deserve. But the totality of the being, the totality of the stream contains all the information, all the answers, all that you need to create whatever you want. All it is a matter of is learning how to divert that stream a little bit here and there in a 90° vector off to the side in your physical reality as it passes through you. You can use this stream. Use this stream in the following way.

Many of you try to do many things, work very hard to accomplish, hard to manifest, struggle and strive to find the answers that you seek. But here in the stream that you are, the total stream are all the answers, all the information, all the knowledge, all the awareness that you seek from the physical point of view from the attitude and the perspective of the thin slice. The thin slice does not have to know, does not have to empirically be aware of all the answers in order to receive the answers, in order to make use of the information that is there in the totality. You don’t have to know all the detail.

You don’t have to work out every single step of the plan. You don’t have to arrange every single moment of the structure. All you have to be is a lens, a gate, a conduit. All you have to be is the initiator of the desire, the initiator of the search, the initiator of the question. All you have to be is the finger that pushes the button on the infinite computer that you are and simply pushes the button that says find the program. Search and find the stream that passes through you.

If you have a question, if you have a problem, if you have a situation, if you have a difficulty, if you have a habit, if you have an addiction, if you have a negative idea that you wish resolved, that you wish an answer to, that you wish a positive manifestation for, then simply view the stream, go into this meditative state. See the stream, feel the stream and its infinite energy, its infinite power and its infinite containment of all the information. Gather in your physical consciousness a conceptualization of the problem, a conceptualization of the question and then simply take that nugget and send it into the stream. Go and find the answer. Let it go and search. Let it go through the stream out and away from you. Take that nugget, that question, and see yourself tossing it into the stream. See yourself holding it in your hand and dropping it in the stream. See it hit the stream. See it rush away at infinite speeds. Then just forget about it.

Don’t sit there and spend time going, “Well, I wonder what it’s doing. I wonder what’s happening. Do I need to help it along? Do I have to know what steps it is taking? Do I have to worry it into the right slot? No. Put it in the stream. Say, “Resolve this issue and let it go. Let it scan the entire sphere that you are and let it come back in through the back door in an unexpected way with the information you need. Not the information that your mental state expects, but the information and the answers you truly need. Sometimes what you call your expectations and the information that comes back from the stream will be absolutely aligned but many times they will not. So do not put expectation on what you think is supposed to come back but know beyond a shadow of a doubt that when you simply say resolve this issue and put it into the stream and forget about it that it will come back. It will come back with the resolution, with the resolve, with the information, with the desired answer that will allow you then to take that energy and divert it into your physical reality to manifest the reality that you desire. Use the stream in this way.

Stop struggling. Stop trying so hard. Use what you are, the access you already have, the information you already know as a total being, which you may not know just as a physical being, but which you certainly know as a total being. Begin to use the totality of yourself. You don’t have to always pay attention to every little step. You don’t have to be consciously aware of every single detail in order to use the unlimited infinite source of information that you are as a total soul, as a total being. Send it into the stream. See it go around and see it come back.

Always see it come back with the information. Now, more often than not, this will of course depend upon what it is you are asking, but more often than not, you may be astonished to find that one way or another, whatever the kind of information is that you require will come back to you in no longer, no longer than 72 hours. No longer 3 days. 1 2 3. Do not put expectation on it. Some will be longer, some will be infinitely shorter. Depends on what it is. Depends upon the clarity within you in recognizing what comes back. And the willingness within you to utilize what comes back in a positive way, in a creative way.

Willingness in you is the clarity of your lens to be able to use that light that comes bouncing back in the most positive way. But 3 days in general in your physical dimension is usually All-That-Is necessary from sending the resolve out to find the answer to find the program to receiving the information. You can work very swiftly if you let yourself work the way you were designed to work instead of standing in your way by attempting to push the logic circuit all the way around the loop by having to know every single step or you won’t feel like you’re in control.

Let go of that notion. You are in control. You can see that you’re in control if you let yourself function the way you were designed to function. And that doesn’t always mean that your physical consciousness has to know what’s going on or what the exact process is. Yes, your physical consciousness does need to process, but only those things that are within the realm of the things that the physical consciousness has created for itself to experience directly.

Will whatever person has the red Honda in the parking lot here, apparently it’s been hit by a car. Please come out to the back of the building. Use this as an opportunity. Do not see it as a negative scenario. Use it. Open yourself up and you will accelerate greatly. And I am being specific with regard to the announcement that was just made. Use it in a positive way. Do not see it as negative. Open yourself up to the possibility of where this could lead you and what it says to you.

Take three deep breaths in your meditation. Use this image any time at all that you feel you have processed whatever it is that you can already process. When you have allowed yourself to think it all through. When you’ve allowed yourself to feel all the emotions you can imagine feeling. When you know you have examined your deepest beliefs and still you know there is something missing. Allow yourself to turn it over to the rest of your being. Relax and let yourself use the stream. It is not the only technique. You are responsible for many different levels of awareness of yourself. But it is a very powerful way to acknowledge the fact that you are more than just a physical being and to let yourself begin to work for you in your physical reality effortlessly, quickly, lovingly, creatively, and excitingly. Use the stream. Use the flow. Allow yourself now to open your eyes. Take yet another deep breath. Stand up and stretch your physical body and know that the stream is always there, always with you, that you are always a part of it. Stretch and stretch and stretch and stretch and then when you are comfortable, be seated.

This technique can be very powerful for you. Play with it. Have fun with it. Do not overanalyze it. Do not try to use it. Just do it. Know that it is working in whatever way it needs to and let it work. Allow it to work. Do not make it work. Do not try to get it to work. Just let it work. Let it go. Put it out there. Forget it. Get on with your life. See what happens. I guarantee many of you, most of you will start to see some amazing results. but that those amazing results will begin to be seen as par for the course. Remember that miracles are not the exception to the rule. They are the actual nature of things.

Questions

Decoding Extraterrestrial Scripts

Visara: You said about the gear turning another gear throughout the different dimensions.

Bashar: Even though you are a very small gear, you are connected to all the other gears in the universe. A very slight shift of your gear is All-That-Is necessary to turn every other gear in existence.

So you have a great and profound impact and effect even with every small turn of the gear that you may believe yourself to be.

Visara: I do automatic writing from 2 different sources. One is off planet and the other dimensional. There is no decoding system that has been arranged or devised.

Not true. An example is myself here.

I’m turning the first gear by um bringing it to you. Would you like to hold it up for all to see? Yes. There are four pages here. Out of the strongest one. One will be enough. Out of thousands of pages, they somewhat resemble our current Chinese characters, but they’re much more fluid. Understood. The other from the other source are much smaller. Uh some of the uh script looks as if it were an Arabic uh foundational language.

Some looks as if it might be an oriental. My idea is and suspicion probably a knowingness actually is that this information has been sent down in this manner so that it would not at this time represent a threat to the established um yes and no structure. Yes. And also to encourage us to allow the appropriate timing for the information to be decoded more that but also to allow you to begin the process of selfdeodation. Okay. The idea also is to understand that while many of your scientists are listening for signs of extraterrestrial intelligence on radio waves, it is this frequency bandwidth that they actually ought to be listening to. Mhm. Because that information is simply always radiating out from all of us in that way and is always being picked up by individuals biologically. So then if I put myself in the um appropriate mood state, I would be able to define what this is saying. Yes. So in a sense, all of you biologically are the decoding devices. But I will tell you this, the decoding formula, if it could be called such, is always going to be based on patterns of three. Thank you. Now there is already an individual operating on this premise in your society who has already decoded what you call the original form of your Christian Bible and has found that it is broken down into a decodation of three thereby understanding that the original form of your Christian Bible has nothing to do with religious text but is in fact a scientific treatise on the structure of existence and then uh the volume of work called the keys of Enoch which I guess they that’s along the same line. Yes, because it is also based on three. Very good. And you will find that the keys of Enoch is a reference to some degree to the idea of the trinary marks that appear in the ancient Hebraic alphabet. For those are the keys that when properly overlap unlock the decodation of the early biblical script in the original Hebraic or Aramaic form. These decodations, these encodations that you are experiencing now are all based on the idea of three as are what you also call the crop circles. And these in particular, the oriental looking ones, as you have said, are very similar in many ways to the idea of the crop circles. The idea is to begin to allow your own mentality to decode, but to understand that much of what is being sent has to do with general information that is being beamed back and forth all the time between different civilizations, different dimensions that you are now simply becoming more receptive to. You are now easedropping on on the right frequency and now able to find yourself acting as instruments for transcribing some of these signals that are being sent.

So these signals coming down on this form actually uh constructed this way uh serve as a motivation or a starter button to get some of us to open up our two dimensional realities. Yes. And more importantly, what you need to understand is that the only reason that they exist in what appears to be code or an unreadable form is because you have not yet as a civilization or as an individual, and I’m talking about all of you that are receiving these because you have not yet understood the specific key that has to do with your dimension.

It is only in the form that it is in because you have not completed the process of translation by knowing, by understanding, by being aligned with your dimension, by being at odds with your physical reality, by being in discordant disharmony with your physical reality. That has not allowed you to allow the translation to come all the way through in an understandable form. So it stops at a certain level until you align yourself with the understanding of the vibration of your earth of your thirddimensional reality and thus complete the sequence that will allow the information to decode all the way into something you understand as a language. That is why we suggest you begin to understand the whole concept of three trinary arrangements and the vibrations that relate to your earth specifically or your thirddimensional reality.

Once you begin to understand how those vibrational harmonics relate to each other, you will have an intuitive ability to allow that information to decode directly into a language that you understand rather than stopping halfway in a fourthdimensional state, which is what those scriptures are. Fourthdimensional representations of a thirddimensional concept or I shall say a multi-dimensional concept that you could understand thirddimensionally if you understood the third dimension. So then as soon as we clean up our own lenses and clear off our glasses, then we will be able to perceive this in its fullest intent. At the same time, you can also use the way it exists to show you that thirddimensional reality is but a shadow of a higher dimension.

Even those scriptures as fourthdimensional scriptures are but a shadow of a higher dimension and so on and so on and so on. So it in the multi-levelness of it, you still can learn many things.

Visara: I figured it was a learning experience for me. Yes. again. Well, of course everything is. Yes, it is. Does this help you? That helps me a great deal. Thank you very much for your sharing and your receptivity as an antenna. Thank you. See you again. All right. Next sharing.

Anxiety and Procrastination

Dorothy: Um, I would like some assistance in um breaking a pattern of anxiety. I have breaking a pattern of anxiety.

Bashar: Yes. All right. Okay. Well, there’s two areas that that it manifests. One is that I put things off to the last minute a lot and then I’m always exciting. Yeah, it’s exciting. It creates a lot of excitement. So, I’d like to have excitement without the anxiety.

Bashar: Oh, all right. Well, you really cannot have both at the same time, you know. Mhm. Because excitement and anxiety are the same energy. One being translated through trust and one being translated through doubt. That is all. Therefore, you either have one or the other. So many individuals because of the filters that you have been brought up with however do confuse the idea of anxiety or fear with excitement very often. Mhm. The idea again is to examine what is it you get out of doing things in that kind of a compressed time frame. Do you get a feeling of importance of being busy of doing something more important?

Dorothy: I think so.

Bashar: All right. Do you feel therefore that your life is not full enough yet? That it does not yet contain the things you want it to contain so that you would maintain the pace that you prefer?

Dorothy: Yes.

Bashar: What kind of things would you prefer your life to contain that it does not yet contain?

Dorothy: Well, when I’m not functioning anxiety, I feel more connected to people and I like that feeling. It feels a lot fuller and richer.

Bashar: Yes. But that is not directly what I am asking you. What I’m asking is, is there something that you would like to be doing that you’re not doing that would allow you to fill your time more in the way that you wish to rather than waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting until it becomes a condensed time frame that then when you do it allows you to feel in a sense that you are doing something important in the way you would like to feel all the time. You understand?

Dorothy: Yes. I like to be doing more of my counseling. When I’m doing more of it, I feel good and I feel calmer.

Bashar: Yes. And then you do not have to push everything into the last moment, right? What is it that appears to prevent you from doing more counseling?

Dorothy: Well, of time, but that’s that’s not it. That’s just time. I mean, time is what I say, but that isn’t it. It’s I get I don’t know. It’s like a fear of failing or a fear of failing. Fear of failing. I think it’s like I don’t want to be out. I want to hide. That’s why sometimes when I don’t have a lot to do, I’ll sleep more.

Bashar: All right. And to be out, what does that mean? being with people. It’s like I want to hide. You love people, but you don’t want to be with people. You have a lot of time, but you wait till the last minute to compress things. And yet, when you want to do what you want to do, you don’t have enough time. Mhm. A lot of contradictions coming out. Yes. What is the primal fear? What one moment? Do you really enjoy this issue, this idea of counseling? Is this the most exciting thing that you would prefer to be doing in your life?

Dorothy: Yes.

Bashar: All right. What is it you fear about doing the thing that excites you the most?

Dorothy: When I’m doing it, I I there’s no fear. It’s the And it’s when you’re not doing it that there is fear. Yeah. When are you not doing it? When When I’m just sort of hanging around. Hanging around.

Bashar: All right. It’s when I’m when I’m avoiding. One moment. One moment. When you have what appears to be time on your hand, as you say, what makes you assume that you are not doing what you need to be doing? What makes you assume that the time that is on your hand is somehow exclusive or different than the idea of doing what it is you normally love to do? Why is that not an extension of the pacing of the thing you love to do? Why is it something in opposition to the thing you love to do?

Dorothy: Oh, well, it’s just I think I I could be doing a lot more counseling.

Bashar: You could be doing a lot more. Do you want to be?

Dorothy: Yes.

Bashar: You want to be doing more of it more often than not?

Dorothy: Yes. And now that I have the summer off, I have the time to do it.

Bashar: Now that you have the summer off, you have the time to do it. I have more time to do it. Yet you were complaining that you had too much time before. Which is it? That you have too much time or not enough time?

Dorothy: Well, I always have time. Time really isn’t the issue. I I say to myself the time is the issue, but it’s not.

Bashar: What is the issue?

Dorothy: It’s fear, I guess. Of what? Don’t say not having enough time.

Bashar: It’s It’s just some fear of what? Fear of what? Let’s use your imagination. If you’re going to have a negative idea, if you’re going to have fear, then let’s use the negative imagination to find out what it really is. Don’t be afraid of diving into it. Let’s use it. Go all the way. Don’t hold back. Many times, the only reason you don’t understand what it is that you fear is because you’re not willing to go all the way into the fear and let yourself see what it really is. So, let’s use the fear. Let’s use the negative imagination. Let’s say let’s say you do have this fear. All right. What is the worst possible thing that could possibly happen? What would really make you quake with fear if it were to come about? If it were to manifest? Dive into it. Say it. What would be the worst thing?

Dorothy: It’s like exploding or disappearing. Disappearing.

Bashar: What does that mean? From where? Disappearing from where? Exploding from what?

Dorothy: Like I’d be like a volcano and I just blow up and I wouldn’t exist anymore.

Bashar: You wouldn’t exist. Do you mean you wouldn’t be physical or you wouldn’t exist?

Dorothy: I feel like I wouldn’t exist.

Bashar: All right. Do you understand that that’s impossible?

Dorothy: I understand.

Bashar: I’ll help you with that. Do you exist now?

Dorothy: Yes.

Bashar: If you exist now, you cannot not exist. There is only now. There is only always now. Has only ever been always now. There has never been a time when you did not exist if you exist now. If you exist now, there never will be a time when you don’t exist. You cannot not exist. You don’t contain that quality. Existence is existence exists. It is the only quality it has. It cannot not exist. Everything that already doesn’t exist already doesn’t exist. Non-existence is already full of all the things that will never exist. Okay? There is no room in non-existence for anything that exists. You cannot become non-existent if you exist already. You understand that concept? Do you understand now that you can never not exist?

Dorothy: Yes.

Bashar: You may change form. You may alter in an infinite number of ways, but you can never not exist if you exist now. And I assume I am not speaking to myself. So I will assume that you exist. Yes. Now does that feel like it has turned any kind of a key in you at all? Do you feel more comfortable at all about the issue of existence itself or not having to fear the idea of non-existence?

Dorothy: Yeah, I do.

Bashar: All right. Can you relax or feel yourself relaxing a little bit about that issue? Mhm. Feel your existence. You are absolutely eternal. You are infinite. Eternal. Eternal. You’re not going to go anywhere. You will always be here and now in whatever form you choose to be here and now. Understood?

Dorothy: Yes.

Bashar: Now, therefore, what reason did you give yourself for creating the idea of fearing that you would no longer exist? What is it about doing the thing that excites you the most that would lead you to conclude that it could somehow result in expuning you from existence? What route? What mechanism did you see or imagine that could cause such a calamity?

Dorothy: Well, that people would say that I’m a fake, that I’m not really good at what I do. Not really good at what you do.

Bashar: In that statement in and of itself is the most profound contradiction. Not good at what you do. Not good at being you. How can you be anything but you? How can you therefore be anything but being the perfect you? No matter what you’re doing, you can only be doing it as you. You understand? Yes. Therefore, no matter what you do, even if you choose a positive or a negative idea, you are still doing that positive or negative thing as the you that you are in the unique way you would be doing it. You understand? Yes. Therefore, it is impossible for you to do anything in any other way other than the way you would do it. Mhm. Follow along. Yes. Now, I assume what you actually mean is that you would feel that people would judge that you are not necessarily living up to your full potential, doing something in an integrated way, that you are somehow not really fulfilling your major purpose or desire in life. number of these ideas. Is that what you intend to say?

Dorothy: Yes.

Bashar: All right. So what? So what? It is your life. Mhm. It is your life. Now if you have an intention as you say or have intimated you have an intention to be of service to others through this counseling that you do. Mhm. If at any moment on any schedule you have the intention to be of service to others and service to yourself by doing the thing you love to do. Then there has to be at least sometimes somewhere when you are performing a service and you feel good about it. Do you not?

Dorothy: Yes.

Bashar: Has that ever happened even once in your life?

Dorothy: Oh yes.

Bashar: Then you have fulfilled the purpose of your life. Okay. You understand? Uh-huh. Now you can do that as many times as you wish. Okay? But if you have ever even done it once, then you have changed the entire world in a positive way. And that says a lot. Okay? You understand? Yes. So don’t be so hard on yourself. That’s all you’re doing. Yes. You are flogging yourself. I’m not good enough. I don’t deserve guilt. Guilt. Guilt. But if you have done it once and even know you have done it just once, you have done it. Okay. Everything else is what’s the phrase? Gravy. You’re now on a roll as gravy often is. You understand?

Dorothy: Yes, I do.

Bashar: So, take the pressure off. Take the pressure off. Just flow. Just be warm and flow. Yes. like gravy. Okay. All right. Just relax. Know that you’ve already done it. And therefore, if you do it again, it’s a bonus. It’s a plus. It’s your ability to decide that I choose to do this this way when I choose to do it. And I know when I choose to do it, I will still be being of service because it gives me joy. It gives them joy. But I don’t have to perform. I’ve already done it. Mhm. Does this help you a lot? Do you feel a little bit more light?

Dorothy: Yes. A lot less pressured. Thank you very much.

Bashar: Thank you very much, Bashar. Our love to you. Next sharing.

Conversation 3: The Literacy Test Paradox & The Crow Symbolism

Participant: Hello, Bashar. And good day to you, Bashar. Um, I’d like to to make a commentary on Dorothy’s question to begin with. Um, I have a lot of respect for the the spirit of exploration and enterprise that a lot of the very gifted people here um um indulge in. Um, but I I find I have a real bad attitude about this. Um, yeah. What’s this? Well, why do I feel like we have to pass some kind of literacy test before we’re allowed to vote?

Bashar: You do not. You really don’t. The idea only is is that your society has chosen has chosen for itself the filters that exist. The only test, and it is not even really a test, that you need to pass is to realize you don’t have to pass the test. But you see, many individuals on your planet don’t believe it. That’s the actual test. That is the paradox. The fact that you already deserve everything you can imagine. But the test you have to pass is the self-imposed one that you don’t believe as a society that you deserve it. that you believe that there is a test you must pass. That is the paradox. That is the whole key. You really don’t have to do anything except know you deserve everything you can imagine. It really is as simple as that. And everything we have ever shared with you really boils down to that one understanding that you already are an aspect of creation that you already understand everything and that if you believe it, if you know it, then everything will be clear and you’ll be able to do whatever you want to do. But you don’t believe it as a society in general. So the test, if there is a test, is self-imposed. Doesn’t come from us. Never has. Doesn’t come from anywhere but yourselves. You understand?

Participant: So then why am I thinking of the Boston Tea Party when we uh we rebelled against um what was it? Taxation without representation. So we’re taxing ourselves here. Absolutely. And we’re just going to throw everything overboard at some point and and be free again. Okay. All right. Does that help?

Bashar: Yeah, I feel better. It all comes from you. It all comes from you. Any prison that you feel that you might be in, look in a mirror and you’ll see the jailer. Okay. You have the key. Okay. Um, I want to ask you a question about about a new friend of mine. And while we’re doing it, I’d like to address the physical body. I have a a very serious back injury. Um, and perhaps you can tell me, you know, what this reflects in regard to what I’m going to ask you. Um, I’m very grateful for the private session I had with you recently. Um, I have been living for a year in Pandemonium. Yes.

Bashar: What town is that?

Participant: Um, Chatzswo. Chatsworth.

Bashar: Okay. Oh, what did you say? Chats. Wo. Yeah. I created it. I created it. It’s been It’s been very educational and I can imagine. Yeah. All right. I’ve tried love. I try to hate you know you have okay I’ I’ve explored a lot of aspects of myself okay um try try try yes so I decided that I did not prefer the so I decided that I did not prefer the situation I wanted my own space did you move um I have move in my heart I have yeah um I have move in my heart I have yeah in your heart well look let me tell you let me tell you okay all right all right all right cuz okay without without money without my own car I made a decision yes to leave Yes. With all the animals that I have acquired and that I adore dearly. And you that you said, “Don’t sweat the incidentals.” Yes. Okay. So, I trusted that. So, I created a place where I could have them all for four and a quarter a month. All right. Um this morning, I found out that um the trailer that I was to live in is going to have to be moved off the property. It doesn’t belong to the landlord. So, I created a trailer today from a friend of mine who will let me pay it off. So, I’m really not worrying about those things anymore. What I’m really excited about is this is this new friend of mine. Yes. In the last couple months, um, a family of crows has has moved in around the property. And I’ve been very grateful for the company in the morning when I’m out shoveling or or graining the the birds or whatever within my private time, you know, when I connect with the earth. All right. And um I I went out one day last week having made my deci decision and discovered the place. And yeah, what happened that day was I got to thinking about the crow spirit and I didn’t feel that it was so much a part of my totem like the butterfly or the coyote or the cougar, but I I just thanked it the crow in my heart because I was told by a friend that it represented law in the sense that Okay. Well, okay, maybe you can expand on that. Yeah, let me let me flow here. Um, so I I I I said this. Thank you. I got home from work and of course the crows are are in pandemonium for 45 minutes and I finish the evening argument. He leaves good. I walk out on the deck with just open heart and I I raise my arms to shoe away the crows. I don’t know what’s going on. And they fly off. Then they come back and I go out. I’m going to greet my horses and I see this black thing on the ground and it’s a crow with ants crawling out its mouth. Yikes. So, you know, I’m so used to wounded and dead animals out there that are reflecting all the arguments we have that I go to to pick it up thinking this is perfect. There’s a gift in it. And as I pick the crow up, it wakes up, comes to life, looks in my eyes, it’s not dead. And so I took it in the house and I arranged a cage for it. And and as soon as it knew it was safe, in 10 minutes, the crows outside stopped. All right. So, I’ve been interacting with this very magical, extremely intelligent bird, and I’m determined that I Well, I I want to let it go. Yes. When I go. Yes. And I remember holding it up and looking in the full- length mirror and I saw this very gentle looking woman holding this bird. And I looked back at the bird and I felt my old sense of um all the control issues and the general and the Reverend Mother and and those things that I relate to. And I looked back again and I saw a very gentle woman. All right. Today I put up a little mirror for the crow and it started up a a commotion later on and I went in and it had discovered the mirror. So So what does this all mean? What does it all mean? Yeah. What what what does it mean? Um Yeah. What what what does it mean? Um well, how does it get you feeling? Doesn’t it get you feeling more connected?

Participant: What I felt like was when I discovered the crow, I thought, “Wow, I’m trying to separate my ego from this. But if I could keep this crow and take it with me up to this very primitive place, it would be so nice to have his company while I go back to school and study.” And, you know, I I just um perhaps what you need to do is let go of the idea of possession. Then you will not feel possessed. I did. I’ve decided that that I wouldn’t, you know, that I would let go of him. He’s a nestling and he’s getting stronger.

Bashar: All right. then that is one of the things it means. All right. So, how do I do this with a hurt back? I mean, I’ve got a carpenter that can set up things up there and I found two cars and I have a couple people I could ask them for money.

Bashar: Well, it sounds like you’re doing an awful lot even with a hurt back.

Participant: Well, yeah. Well, I always do. Why not just keep doing the things that you need to do instead of stopping to question whether you can continue to do these things or not? No matter what your condition, you are driiggidizing. That is some of what is going on. You are obviously easily manifesting the symbols around you that you require to allow yourself to move out of the old ideas of rigidized structure as we already discussed. You are allowing yourself to begin to move and create the structure as you go as we already discussed instead of having a structure there into which you believe you must fit. As you allow yourself more flow, you will heal on many different levels. You are really taking yourself back to ground zero, back to square one. You are regrowing your support column, your support system in many different ways. Some of the pain is simply old resistance, old ideas. You have restructured yourself. You are re-calibrating yourself. And as you heal, you will heal as a completely new person. But it is simply one of the ways you have created for yourself the time frame in which the healing will take place at the end of which you will be more in the feeling that you need to be in. Okay. Was this crow injured or was it simply a nestling? Was it did it suffer a back injury or or um it suffered a kind of shock in some senses analogous to the shock that you have allowed your system to suffer with regard to your past acceptance of total invalidation. Uh I didn’t get that. Uh I didn’t get that. It was symbolizing on certain levels for you your past acceptance of invalidation. allowing you in that sense to be at the mercy of the elements or what you felt to be the elements. Allowing others to take from you, allowing yourself not the ability to know that the universe cared for you can nurture you that you have the full support of the universe even as you have come along to support the animal in its symbolic time of need. But it is mostly reflecting to you. Mostly reflecting to you to allow you to pull yourself up off the ground to stand on your own two feet to learn to fly again. So that you do not feel that you are being disassembled, taken apart, devoured, that you are not losing your identity, not dissolving, that you are not dying. Okay, I understand that. because you were dying and now you are in a sense resurrecting by being willing to extract yourself from situations and relationships that invalidate you that reflect what you used to believe about your own lack of selfworth. Now you are no longer doing this. You are giving yourself every opportunity to realize that you are manifesting quite well. And you have simply given yourself a time scale with regard to the injury so that when it is healed, you will know you will be a very different person and you will not be subject to the same parameters or the same effects anymore and you will fly. It will go. You will be free as well. Okay. All right. All right. Can um No, no, no. Relax. Relax. You have what you need. relax. You still require more willingness to relax and let it go. Even as you are doing all these things, your energy is contradicting itself. Just relax. The meditation that we did this day of your time would be a very good one for you. Just put it into the stream and forget about it. Connect with the earth as you do in your private moments. But remember that you are always connected especially in your public moments. Just know just know you are doing fine. Relax into that knowledge. Be of the earth. All right. All right. You are the law. You are the law. When you believe that you have as yourself a worthwhile person to crow about, you will be free.

Participant: Thank you. Thank you, Bashar. Sharing.

Conversation 4: Anger, Painting, and Fragmentation

Participant: Greetings, Bashar. And to you, good day.

Bashar: Thank you.

Participant: Um, I was here a couple months ago and you advised me to start painting as a way of dealing with the energy that I was feeling from extraterrestrials in dreams. Oh, what? Um, I have not manifested that opportunity for myself yet.

Bashar: All right. Why not? Um, not that you have to, but why not?

Participant: I think I have a lot of anger.

Bashar: Anger about what?

Participant: Um, anger about my own resistance towards expressing my feelings.

Bashar: All right. And about feeling my feelings?

Participant: Oh, all right. You have anger about feeling your feelings? Is not anger a feeling?

Participant: Yeah, it’s one of them.

Bashar: Well, you do not seem to have a problem feeling anger. Um, I have a problem letting go of that anger of letting it come up and releasing it.

Bashar: Why? What do you think will happen?

Participant: Uh, will you be judged? Uh, sometimes I have that. Yes, I do. I feel that script sometimes.

Bashar: All right. Well, so what you can say? Oops. Sorry. Didn’t really mean that, but it felt so good to release that. Yes, that would be good. And I feel like I’m I’m I’m feeling more uh open to I’ll ask you a question, please. Do you not feel that you have a safe place to be angry in your world?

Participant: Yes.

Bashar: Where?

Participant: Um in my meditations.

Bashar: All right. Why not be angry in your meditations? Do some anger meditations.

Participant: Okay. For anger releasing.

Bashar: Yes. You could just another suggestion. You could do an angry painting. Yes. Who says you have to be at peace to paint?

Participant: Right. Right.

Bashar: Do an angry painting. Tear the canvas apart. Okay. Stand back and look and say, “What a beautifully angry painting.” Boy, that feels good. Okay. What about that?

Participant: It feels good to hear that suggestion.

Bashar: Be creative with your anger. It’s all right to feel your anger. If you don’t allow yourself to feel what’s there, you’re not going to move ahead. Yes. But just know that you’re safe. You’re safe. All right. Allow yourself to express it. Express it in your creativity. It’s all right. You need to get in touch with what is making you angry. And generally only by expressing it will you be allowed. Will you be allowing yourself to realize why you are angry? Do you know why you’re angry?

Participant: I feel I’m angry because I hold myself back from expressing my feelings.

Bashar: Well, all right. But you have an outlet to do that through your anger. Yes. You can at least start the ball rolling in the one feeling you are allowing yourself to feel. Okay. I think I’m feeling that the other reason why I haven’t done this is because I feel like I am, you know, after 4 years of of living in a different reality. Um, on the verge of things changing very dramatically and a part of me is afraid of that uh that I’m going to and again it’s the fear of judgment I think. No, right. Um, afraid of what what changes are you afraid of?

Participant: that I’m going to be, you know, that I’m going to be out in the world dealing with a lot of echoes of people’s lack of belief in God, uh, projections of anger and hurt about dealing with their emotions. Yes. Um, so, um, that’s like saying you’re afraid of dealing with the different colors on your palette.

Bashar: Yes. Are you afraid of red? Um, are you afraid of blue? Are you afraid of green?

Participant: No, they’re paints.

Bashar: Okay, emotions are paints. Okay, soak them up. Okay, you don’t have to take them upon yourselves to recognize that you can use them as forms of communication, that they are in and of themselves saying a lot about the inner person, okay, that you are dealing with. Look beyond the surface. Look into the depths. What are the people saying who express those things? Yes. Remember, they’re not really saying them about you. Even though they may be projecting them upon you, they are saying them about themselves. Open up your compassion for these people. See what areas in their lives they are perhaps fixed on, stuck on that these projections are a representative of. Open your heart. Explore with them. You don’t have to, but you can also utilize that passion to paint what you need to paint to do your expressions of what you believe your reality and their reality to be so that you can communicate for them how perhaps they can get in touch with themselves through your paintings or whatever mode or medium you wish to. Okay? But there is no reason to be afraid of these things. They are your very tools of creativity, your very tools of getting in touch with who you are. They are emotion, energy, motion. Okay? Understand?

Participant: Yes. Yes. Yes. Big breath. Big breath. Big thigh. In and out. In and out. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. If you’re going to take a breath in, don’t let a small breath out. Push it out.

Bashar: Yeah. Do it. Do it. If you’re going to do it, do it. All right. All right. Don’t hyper. Okay. Another question.

Participant: Yes.

Bashar: All right. Um, I’m feeling a lot of energy in my body and I have felt this energy for a year and um, my intuition is telling me that I want to do healing work. Uh, running energy into people. Okay. Is this um, yes, a good thing?

Bashar: Of course. No. Yes. I’m all right. I’m okay. Um, laughter. Laughter. Yes. Yes. Okay. Uh, I just I feel like there’s so many parts of myself.

Bashar: Yes, I know. Okay. And it’s it’s uh you are fragmented.

Participant: I’m fragmented. I’m very fragmented. And I I want to give up the struggle at this point. I want to surrender into the Please, please, please do. Okay. Now, you don’t need it from me, but you have my permission to give up the struggle. Do you have your permission to give up the struggle? Oh, one moment. One moment. Let’s take this a step at a time. You have my permission to give up the struggle. Does he have your permission to give up the struggle?

Participant: Yes.

Bashar: Do you have your permission to give up the struggle?

Participant: Yes.

Bashar: All right. Now, listen, listen, listen. Okay. Are you willing to give up the struggle?

Participant: Yes.

Bashar: That’s all you need. Okay. Just be willing to give it up. Okay. And everything that you need to help you give it up will come into your life if you are just willing to give it up. Okay? And I know you’re willing. Okay? All right. Now you don’t have to look at yourself as fragmented. Look at yourself as diverse. Okay? Because all of the fragments are not really pieces of you as much as they are simply reflections of all the ways you are. The multi-dimensional crystal that you are revels in the reflections of the one crystal that you are. Okay? Now don’t do it just because I am suggesting it. Do it because you prefer to do it or not. But do it because you choose. Do it because you are willing to prefer that. Okay. Now I have a suggestion. Yes. Oh, you want to know what it is? Yes, please. All right. Just checking. Mhm. making sure that your choice is intact. All right. Yes. I would like to know if you choose if you choose if if if if you choose to come to another session. Yes. Bring a small canvas. Okay. And five paint colors. All right. Do you know which five?

Participant: Um, red, orange, blue, green, yellow.

Bashar: Nope. Okay. Red, yellow, blue, black, white. Okay. From that you can create anything you need, can you not?

Participant: Okay. Yes. No. Well, this is not anything I’ve experienced in this lifetime yet. So, I’m Yes, I believe you. I trust you.

Bashar: Oh, okay. All right. All right. Do you trust you? Do you believe you?

Participant: Not always, but I’m getting there.

Bashar: But that’s not true. That’s not true. You always trust you. You always believe you positively or negatively. Yes. Yes. Remember doubt is not a lack of trust. Doubt is an absolute trust in something you don’t prefer. Yes. That’s all. So you always believe in something. You always believe in yourself somehow, positively or negatively. All right. You believe in your ability to create what you prefer or you believe in your ability to create what you don’t. Okay? So there’s never a lack of trust. Yes. Okay. If you wish, bring the small canvas. Bring the idea of the red, yellow, blue, black, white, and we will have some fun. All right. All right. Yes. Thank you very much. Does this help you?

Participant: Yes, it does. Can I ask one final question? That was a question. Okay. You want another one, please? All right. Um, have have I I have had an experience of channeling you. Is that is that something that you’re conscious of?

Bashar: You have had an experience of channeling an aspect of the total energy of my dimension. Okay. It will manifest as what appears to be my persona because that’s the frequency that you’re used to. Okay? Do not pin it down to just being me because it isn’t just me. But you are tapped triangularly. All right. Into my dimensional frequency. Okay. It is there for you. Yes. See it or if you wish paint it as a bright electric blue.

Participant: I have a blue bright electric blue earring that I got a couple months ago.

Bashar: All right, then. You are already touched into the wavelength.