Illuminati

You’re not slipping. The vernacular that you are using still indicates that to you it is an interruption. It is not an interruption.

It is not an interruption.

You are choosing to view it as an interruption. Yes. When you allow yourself to simply experience the idea of in that way changing into the reality of not having that money, simply allow yourself to experience it fully in a positive sense, recognizing that that is a part of what you have chosen to experience at that time.

in many ways for many ideas you wish to manifest it may be in that way easier without the money at that time to manifest other ideas than with it.

Then simply allow what is occurring to be what you need to occur. Then you will be able to perceive the positive idea which that reality is bringing to you.

And then it will not seem negative. It will then be allowed by you to serve the purpose for which I have created it and in that sense then you will allow it in serving its purpose to transform to something else and not as you say hang around me in my in other words so that in I in a lot of ways that it would lead to more creative things within me always so that I would be more all right but recognizing that you have to be motivated to do creative things. Everything you do is a creative thing. You are a creator. You cannot help but be creative.

Oh, more enjoy judgment. Yeah, you really can. Okay. You see how you constantly then are simply creating for yourself the idea of comparison. This against that, better than, less than, more than, worse than. It is the opportunity for you to experience that that judgment in and of itself is what feels like an interruption. Not the incidents, not the situations, but the judgment of them that creates the idea of the interruption. You follow me?

Thank you. Question. Yes, I saw you. You told me that all my feelings that… How can it ever be otherwise? You follow me?

For you, everything that you’re creating for yourself is always valid. For you are always manifesting ideas into your reality which are significant for that portion of your consciousness you are choosing to explore. Therefore, everything you create is going to be a tool. Bow for the exploration of that portion of yourself.

There will not be that information at this time.

All right. And I want to thank you. Thank you for allowing yourself in that way to uncover those memories for yourself. They Thank you in that way for allowing us to be a reflection of you and to be of service in that way. Um they explained a lot about how All right then. So they recognize you are unfolding consciously as you need to. Can you give me um Thank you. You understand not to contradict the idea that you are creating for yourself.

Yes. Was that if was I will say energy that is all we can say.

Uh yes. Okay. It will simply be in that way. Since you have the buzzing, understand that is your indication that you still have a physical form. That is your physicalized interpretation of the energy vibration to which you were then accelerating towards. You follow me?

Okay, got it. The buzzing was the physical aspect. Yes. Got it. Thank you. Thank you.

All right. Um I had a fun experience in my imagination. Oh, very good. Well, I was during meditation. I um kept imagining my head spinning around. I first would spin. It was more like my focus was spinning around and then I spin it around to the left. Then I imagined my head falling off and I picked it back. Picked it up and put it back on. Fell off. Picked it up and put it back on. I mean, this is all just fun. It was like no big deal. And that my head was falling off. And then I imagined that um my head separated from my body so that my head was still alive and it was sitting on a park bench and and people were like any other individual. And uh the other part of my body was walking around and my head was someone was sitting on the bench talking to people and some friends came by and asked my head if it wanted to come over for dinner. And and then the other and my other mother part of my body with no head was walking around and people were saying hi and not acting surprised and one person in my imagination made the comments. They said, “Oh, well that’s just the way she expresses itself and I just had a lot of fun with that.”

Thank you for allowing yourself the freedom of expression of exercise within your imagination which is always in as you say synchronous vibration with the ideas within you that you are then willing to integrate and form for you always the perfect tools the perfect imaginary tools to represent whatever phase of understanding you are allowing yourself to explore at the time thank you. You know what for me the main point was that the comment that the person said in my imagination was that oh that’s like no big deal that’s just the way she’s experiencing it was like I realized or I had to experience at that point that that’s the way everything’s always was in that way for you your own self lesson towards the idea of the validity of every path in creation. Thank you.

Only in a sense or there is the perception of energy. Energy to realize that this is what you turn to be mostly telepathic communication. Um, where are you coming from? Within Minecraft in orbit, as you would say, Minecraft in orbit, as you would say, around my planet.

You plan it as a solid. Um, a lot of channels come in from the astral plane more through than from follow me from where through from third density through forth to third to make the transition from our space, our dimension, our time to your space, your dimension and your time. The fourth density is the asteroid in any sense. That is also the mode of operation of our ships from third through fourth to third.

That is why we do not really travel in that way, but simply allow ourselves to remove the idea of the craft from one location and replace it in another without needing to travel the intervening distance which in the astral sense does not exist.

My concern is a lot of the astral vibrations that people pick up or get come are discarnate in. Yeah. and not for me that feels a bit negative. Why? Are you now incarnate? I am incarnate. Do you realize you are also at the same time in this as you say incarnate? I do realize that. Do you feel negative about yourself? No, I don’t feel negative about myself. However, I feel I’m also a light. Yes. And are you saying in that way that just because an idea entity consciousness is simply discarnate, it is not also a bearer of light? No, but I’m concerned that the possibility. No. Why? What are you concerned? Go ahead. Blockage to my own channel of light.

That’s my concern. Blockage. Blockage. How? The shadow effect. What is that? Oh, this sounds very creative. What is that? The shadow effect. Please enlighten me. I know I just worry sometimes. All right. What is the shadow effect? The shadow working towards life. working working. I think you have to work towards life. All right. That will be why you are worried about the shadow effect.

You don’t think you have to work towards light. You think lie is I mean you know light is. Never mind. I know you don’t think you know. Thank you. You also know many times you choose to think you do not know. When you choose to think you do not know, then you feel you must work to get where you already are.

In our translation of our as we say civilization Esasani in our terminology that translates into your language as living light. That’s what can you spell that for me? Okay. Your veracular e s a n i around 500 light years from earth.

In what constellation? Not in any that you recognize, but towards in the direction of Orion, it will not be visible to you at this time. Now do you understand then in that way that when you separate yourself from that which you already are then there can be the created idea of something that can intervene in the space you have created between that idea and yourself.

Absolutely ambitious in a sense but recognize that since you consciously now now consciously recognize that you are creating the separation. You can simply allow yourself to create also the overall effect of knowing that any separation you create by being physical does not need to be negative because it does not fit into the vibration of your reality as you now know it. Validation.

I do feel that way and I have a concern for me that right but again as we have said recognize that the idea of concern itself only reinforces the strength of the negativity because you are then saying oh yes must have far more power over me than I have over myself so I need to be concerned. Thank you. Thank you. Question.

Not really.

Contacting is the idea of your outer aware consciousness, your higher consciousness and your unor subconsciousness. Those are the three beings. The machine is your imagination. Follow me. When you allow your physical, subconscious, and higher consciousness to work quote unquote together to allow the machine of your imagination to run smoothly, then all things are possible and that is always the source of your reality no matter what it is.

It will be both in a sense, in that you have your own unique interpretation of the idea, and many other beings may not interpret it in that way. But it is similar to the idea that almost every being in your civilization will come into contact with in the archetypal sense.

Simply the idea: energy consciousness that is created to represent symbols to you that stem from more or less the separation you have created that you call the subconscious. For you question—yes, you mentioned that word—yes, it will be a representation of many.

It will be a representation of many ideas. Understand first of all that it is in itself archetypal in a sense. It will represent a certain basic foundation vibrational patterns which represent the matrices, structures, scaffoldings, frameworks in a sense upon which your physical reality is crystallized to some degree.

When individuals allow themselves conscious recognition of this idea, many times they will feel that structure to exist within themselves, which it does. But they will take it upon themselves to then symbolically represent themselves as then an extension and a representation of the illumination that takes place—the self-revelation that takes place by recognizing yourself as a homogeneous part of All-That-Is.

And recognize that because you are right there, down to the basics, there will be the opportunity then to choose to represent yourself either completely positively or completely negatively. Therefore, there is in that sense the positive Illuminati and the negative Illuminati.

Simply again, there may be individuals upon your planet who will take it upon themselves to either consciously or subconsciously feel that they are representing this idea as they create their reality. Those that recognize their connection to the illumination positively will simply in that way not so much be heard from. They will simply allow themselves to continue creating and in that way be unobtrusive in the connection of their self to All-That-Is.

Those that deem in that way to connect to the negative side of that illumination will then pull the idea of the negativity, allow themselves to feel that they must then connect to All-That-Is in what is deemed to be the negative manifestation of domination.

Both will be coming from nearly the same level of strength. But when there is separation, then there is not the collective ability to draw upon the entirety of All-That-Is. And as such, in that way, the idea in and of itself will simply then be its own scripture.

The negative choice will be its own structure in a sense that only those individuals who wish to agree to share the idea of being under domination can do so. Okay. So that that would be yes.

When you describe the idea of—do you mean in that way—but your feeling is that there is a more dense atmosphere here in a sense, energy field round and about you. That there is, to some degree, the idea of the energy field in such a way to allow for other portions of your consciousness in that way to lubricate, mesh together, and catch up to certain other ideas you are expressing.

That exactly—it seems like a very strong flow. It’s almost like I’m in the middle of a river, and this river is—and it’s very—uh, the vibrational effect is very strong. It’s not necessarily a low vibration. But again, we’re not saying it is a low vibration.

Understand that when the vibration increases, then because there really is no space, really is no time—since everything happens right here and right now—when there are more vibrations in one spot, it will seem to be thicker, more dense. As you have described as the idea of the liquidity, follow me.

Simply again, recognize that as we have said, there is at this time in your mass consciousness within your civilization the opportunity to recognize that there is this densification of energy round and about many individuals. This is for the purpose of allowing there to be a buffer, a lubrication between all the different portions of the cosmic net.

You are now integrating together as you remove the separations. So there will not be friction and tension in the merging of many levels of your consciousness. So that then, when you allow yourself to acclimate to this more dense energy, when you then feel wiser in that way, you will then bring with you all these different levels of process that you have merged within the buffering effect, and will not in that way deplete your energy in the process.

This will, for the most part as we have said, last for what we know to be the summer season for your planet. There will be some extension into the 9th, 10th, and 11th month in that way. But by then your hormone has been descended. You will feel in that way more life. You were accelerated more in depth, more synchronous, more harmonious with more of your consciously.

Experiences are dreaming. They are all in a sense dream. They are all in a sense real. There is also that opportunity within that buffering to allow there to be the recognition that your dream reality is real, and therefore also the allowance that your dream reality become your physical reality.

This is affecting you, it will affect you. What you turn to be the understanding of the relationships of the vibrational pattern represented by the tool you call astrology represented by the physical symbols you call the planet will in that way have been created as an overall matrix idea from the mass consciousness to represent certain pattern energy shifts that you will be taking yourself through. So in a sense it’s not so much that you are affected as you are affecting you but recognize in that way that we are simply very conscious of the patterns of energy which are manifestating these effects follow me we are becoming more yes and that’s part of our do you wish that you change your date and continue sure thanks All right, we understand. Okay. Okay. So anyway, yes, it is in a sense a formula. It is a fourpart formula to represent free of your own master lives and this point of integration which all those are now in a sense pouring into it is in a sense an overall understanding of your own whole soul self.

All right. All right. All right. Allow me to say first of all that you are simply allowing yourself the opportunity to recognize that you are exploring as you have many of your lifetimes with the idea that struggle is no longer in and of itself necessary. You are giving yourself the opportunity over and over and over again to realize it. By judging yourself in having created the struggle, you are then only reinforcing the depth of the struggle itself. Follow me? In other words, if you are creating these ideas, do not judge them to be negative. Do not judge yourself for having created them. First and foremost, do not judge yourself for creating judgment. Follow me. It’s almost like I don’t even have an opinion. Why not? Because an opinion, well, not necessarily. An opinion in that sense is simply a statement of the vibrational realities you simply know yourself to be. This is what I am. In a sense, you can say that is an opinion because all realities are only perspective which is an opinion. Okay. If I say I feel excellent. Is that a judgment? Do you feel excellent? No. But I’m No, but I All right. Then when you say I feel excellent but do not allow yourself to live what you have said, then that is a judgment. When you live what you allow yourself to be. When you allow yourself to be what you live, there is no separation. There is no judgment. You are simply being. Judgment simply comes in. When you say, “I feel excellent. But really, I do not feel like I deserve to feel this way, but I’ll say it all right anyway just to humor him.” That is the judgment. Okay. If you do not feel excellent, how do you feel? You may say anything you wish to say. Oh, I feel rotten. That is valid. All right. How do you feel right now? Well, very secure in that. Well, very secure in that. How do you just feel? Not compared to some other way to feel. How do you feel right now? Do not compare. Do not judge. All right. Tense. Very good. Now repeat after me. I feel tense. I feel tense. No, no, no, no. I feel tense. I feel him. A little bit more. I feel tense. I feel tense. All right, do one more time. I feel tense. I feel tense. Very good. Now, how do you feel? [Music]

When you allow the feeling that you create to be valid and experience it fully, then it will be able to transform into something else. Great. Okay. Um, thank you. Change is only constant. You do not have to make anything change. You make things stay the same. When you live the experiences that you give yourself to live, you will then allow them to serve their purpose. You will pass through them very quickly and get on to something else. Enjoy everything you give yourself as a gift to yourself to show you what part of your consciousness you are now exploring. Oh, I feel tense. Tense? Well, then I will create the most creative tenseness I can imagine. Wow, that is pretty intense. All right, now I have done my intention. Now, what is next? You will not linger. It is only the judgment that causes the lingering. No emotion, no feeling in and of itself is negative. Well, I just want to ask about the state. All right.

All right. Because in your physical awareness, you have the opportunity and the freedom of choice to create separation, limitation, and judgment. But understand that your dream state and your physical state are simply different variations of each other. great degree in your own terminology. It can be said by what you are describing about the self-imposed limitation in your physical reality that when you are asleep, you are very much more awake than you are when you are awake because you are more in touch with more of yourself. You are more aware of more of yourself in your sleep state. The physical state is still a dream, but it is in effect a limited dream created for the expressed purpose of experiencing yourself from one particular limited point of view that you cannot undertake from a non-physical unlimited point of view. You follow me? Therefore, it is valid. It has validity to the you that is the total you in the dream state. Trust yourself. You’re not torturing yourself. You’re not projecting yourself into physical reality to experience error and fear except as ideas to feed back to yourself to integrate those ideas within you from a different point of view than you can experience them in a non-physical state. But there is nothing to fear about fear. When you live what you give yourself, then it will serve its purpose and always give you a positive effect. No recognize that you can create anything you wish at any moment. One moment is not connected to the next. You are creating yourself over and over and over again. Every idea is in and of itself its own complete idea, not a piece of another greater, more perfect idea. Every idea is in and of itself a perfect manifestation of exactly that idea. Not less than something else, not a part on the way to getting something else. You are always creating perfect whole complete ideas. You follow me? Then allow yourself to know that with each perfect whole complete idea that you create in the very next moment of existence you can create a totally different whole perfect complete idea if that is more what the vibration would be that you would like to experience question um because physical reality is the realm in which you can experience in polarity. How? Because you are judging that they do not have a same purpose. It is the purpose of allowing yourself to experience and contain polarity, paradox, and seemingly diametrically opposed concepts that gives you the opportunity to recognize that you do in fact contain them both since you can perceive both of them. Do you follow me? This is one more way of understanding that the source of everything is you. Is another opportunity to recognize that you are being given a gift. right now. right now.

Um, recognize they are in that way beaming to many individuals upon your planet. Many of you will come across those beamings from time to time in your explorations. that have been in communication for quite some time with your world. But only in that sense would you recognize in your terminology of time have you recently the human form upon your planet been recently aware of that communication in a conscious manner. Is there something? Take it as you feel. Allow it to be of service to you in any way that you resonate to. That is why it is being believed to be of service to those who simply wish to use it for how they understand themselves to manifest. Yes. And in that for life becomes a service to humanity. Not understand that the recognition within us is that service to All-That-Is is automatically service to self because you are granting beingness and supporting every path within creation. And of course you are one of those paths. Therefore service to All-That-Is is to include yourself. entire idea for me. I just I just found it difficult within my own life and this incarnation to understand soul because more and more I don’t even feel this go right here right now and be totally conscious of all all of my personality all of my soul to live to create to experience to express with all that in mind I still feel the need to to have a direction and I don’t know what that is then perhaps you can do the Oh, think about that. I think realize you may have found the idea. Recognize many times individuals will simply be frustrated in not finding a specific idea to do because they do not allow all the ideas to be valid together. Who says you cannot do more than one? question for sure. Yes. What’s the basic right? Allowance is as we said the recognition that you do not need to make things change. You need to allow them to change because change is the only constant. Everything is always attempting to change to transform. When you put your focus of judgment and analyzation upon it, it will not change. You are holding it, pinning it under your microscope. You’re analyzing one particular segment of the idea, not allowing it to continue to pass through you. Therefore, allowance is simply the recognition that all ideas come complete with all the ingredients necessary for complete realization, complete physical manifestation in your reality if you let them be complete. If you know therefore that since they contain completeness in and of themselves, there is no need to determine. Well, if this does not occur along such and very specific path, then I will not believe it can occur at all. I will put the restriction upon it that if it does not occur along that way, it will not be valid for me. So follow me. Allowing is simply knowing, trusting within the idea of All-That-Is, that it is automatic. And that if you simply allow what occurs in your life to be the perfect unfoldment of the life you have chosen, then you will allow yourself to know that your life will become, as we describe it, an ecstatic explosion of coincidence. Everything occurs simultaneously. Everything already in that way is in physical reality because you have created the idea of time. The idea that it takes time for things to manifest then you will not necessarily experience them directly as you say instantaneously simultaneously. But if you know that everything already does exist and every idea is complete, carrying with it all the ingredients to manifest perfectly, then if you allow that to be so, you will then allow it to happen in the quickest possible manner that it can happen within physical reality within as we have said three days and many times within three weeks. Not any time necessary longer than 3 months. Will you then manifest any idea into your reality if you simply allow it to occur along whatever path it can occur? If you shut down some of the doors, then perhaps the way it might have come to you through that door will not be allowed by you. Simply do not put the assumption upon it that it must happen in such and such a way for it to happen at all. Then you are restricting all the creative way it may occur. Allow allow allow. Use your imagination.

Yes. Do not try to get rid of it. Allow yourself to live through it, to let go, to allow it to In a sense, descent increase then you will be willing to allow the vibration of the connections you are making in that way to be valid. You follow me? Are you sure? Well, you will adjust. Understand as we have described you in that way that as you are forming these connections consciously with increased momentum and yet at the same time subconsciously allowing yourself to experience the idea of the slowing down or thickening then there will be to some degree the idea of the friction created in that area as you are in a sense holding at bay a very strong potential energy. There is the alleviation of the thickening. In that sense there will be opportunity for the blending and the I’ll say then synchronization of the sub and unconsciousness with your outer conscious awareness in that way and it will in that sense then alleviate the pressure. It is in a sense creative pressure in that area. Yes. Thank you. Don’t you think something must be wrong? No. Do you think that if you were simply allowing yourself to unfold by following your feelings that if somebody were going to share that with you, you would be able in that sense to keep them away? Thank you. Do you wish in that sense to take your break? All right, you may take short break. All right, you may take short break. Thank you. Question.

Yes. Now um consciously on this third a few Okay. So this may occur for you. Does this require an explanation? Not really, but I am wondering. Go ahead. Eventually it can. Yes, there is much in that way to occur first within the mass consciousness before the timing will be appropriate for being of service in that way. But yes, you But yes, you can. You will not at that time be alone, but will have attracted to you other individuals who are also expressed much the same idea. Follow me. Thank you. Yes. Um, a couple questions. All right. All right. We were talking I was talking before about my fears of the dark and the shadow and all of this and then I hear you talking about negative Illuminati. negative Illuminati to me is one of those ideas of the dark. Yes. So, so it’s not that I just create it. It’s obviously you but the idea is is that when a negative being offers you a negative vibration, do you feel you must accept it? No. So, in other words, I can have the power to always know it’s negative vibration. I guess I fear my own knowledge, but I don’t know. But I think I do know I do know. Thank you. That’s the question. Another question was you earlier when I asked about neuro you said three master lives were the three different points and then there was a fourth part. First I’d like to know what you mean by definition of master. Master life will simply be a collection of many lives which will all flow towards one mass conscious understanding of a particular portion of an overall ideal you are exploring. You follow me? Okay. So those three parts were joining with a fourth part. I don’t know what the fourth part was that this lifetime part. Okay. And in the last few weeks I keep remembering things like I feel healing going on in my being. Yes. This is part of my realization. Yes. No. Do you believe me? Thank you. Then no need to have asked. You follow me. Make sure. Make sure. How can what I say make you sure? Because you’re a mirror. You reflect. Thank you. Then you understand it is coming from you to begin with. Absolutely. Then you are making you sure. I need a mirror. All right. If you wish that is why we are willing to be that mirror and I really appreciate it and love you for well. Thank you. Oh, thank you. Thank you. question you. question guys. Did it not work before? Over time. All right. All right. All right. All right. The same question. All right. First of all, why did you choose to tell me? because you were willing to know yourself that you have had connections in that way to those ideas before you following. Yes, I do. Yes.

You may you you may you you may at this time in your meditations allow yourself the freedom to tap into a little bit the idea of the civilization that you call Arcturus. Allow yourself in your imagination to see what comes up there in your blue state. All right. For you. All right. For you. Um, do we each have has everyone on the planet come from another place or some people just on this planet? Like Tracy, it’s like everyone comes from many places. So, we don’t just have our lifetimes or our incarnations here on this planet. That’s great. We do in a sense evolve through systems not just the earth system. Well as you would say sort of sort of sort of evolution. Your idea of evolution is not exactly in that way as we perceive it but sort of you have many lives in different civilizations. Yes. Civilizations not just the Atlantean or the Lamur in which we different planets different planets and and consciousness. like the channeling that I’ve been feeling happen to me and the the entities or the consciousness that I feel trying to communicate through me. Is that possible with my own communication or is it truly another entity say as you being in essence coming to Daryl understand that we recognize our connection to the physical channel before you to be in that sense that we represent also his future self though we are unto ourselves also separate. Understand therefore there is not really any difference whether it be in your consideration outside yourself or in a sense yourself to a great degree there will not be any difference. The differences are only as such as you create the symbols to represent in that way the ideas within your own universe. We view therefore that while we have our own life, our own civilization, there is also this connection which in that way binds us together. You follow me? Therefore, recognize that for you specifically. On one hand, it is in a sense something else. To a great degree, it is also a future self. Where else? self. Where else? The majority of you at this time informing the communication of consciousness through you as a channel. With regard to the transformation you are now undertaking, will the majority involve connections to your future selves either in this civilization or in other civilizations? So in other words, and again I say fear and I know that’s just a man-made concept coming out of my brain can be womanade. [Music] Um it’s like I’ve been feeling like I was going to be channeling things that that I didn’t know how to handle. And I know that we’ve already taught that nothing will happen that I can’t handle. So part of my my role in transformation is what I’m trying to get clearly. The cl therapy will come at the very good time. By living your life, it will become as clear as it needs to be. If you stop and try to get a picture of it, oh, clear up quick, quick, quick, quick, quick. You will not be living that which will bring you the clarity. The experiences themselves are what bring the clarity. um I’ve been feeling a particular resonance to um a movie and an individual person on the planet has anything to do with the I think oh yes that that resonance that I feel is to do with my own personal realization Yes. Recognition of a higher conscious connection to a degree that is shared also by that individual to some degree. Is it the connection? Not at this time. We are allowed to say follow your feeling but pay attention while you do so. All right. for you.

One moment. Yes. Um, I’ve been in touch with beings from somewhere. I’m not sure where. And I’ve learned a great deal from what I call my guides. But I felt uh out of touch with them lately. Out of touch. Yes. Why don’t there when? I don’t think they went anywhere. I just I feel uh unable to except for my grandmother. I’m very much in touch with my grandmother. All right. Uh, is there something you could help me with to get me back in in sync with them? Or is it uh or are you heated right now? Stand up. Sit down. You are now a different you than you were a moment ago. Now perhaps this you now can do what the you then could not. Why didn’t I think of that? You did. The other you did not. Thank you. Thank you.

Yeah, that’s um last week when I was meditating um to the meditation table um I was perceiving an image an image which I took as from my father. The image was of a man was like looking into a mirror. All right. May I interrupt you for a moment? Sure. There will be someone else who will answer this for you. Okay. Um, when I take these action trips that I go home, I am not called to go through Scott. I am called something else. Will you allow me access to that information? I cannot allow you access to anything within yourself. That is all up to you. right now seems to be a looming me then that is part of the purpose understand we do not mean to be evasive yeah I know but anytime you seek in that way from us that which you are yourself avoiding we will not live your life for you if you are avoiding it is because of a reason that you are exploring within in yourself. That is what we will tell you. We will not in that way rob you of finding the answer for yourself and killing your surprise. Recognize that we could in that way give you an identity identification to which you may then harmonize and resonate. Yeah. But in that way we also would have killed something within you. In a sense, we would have robbed you of that creative pressure, that curiosity, that growth. I know why I’ve chosen to um learn all that I’m learning the way I’m learning it. All right. Allow me to suggest that by the time you have the conversation with another friend, Yeah. You will have gotten yourself to the point where you will have more ability to know for yourself and simply discuss with that other individual that which you already know rather than seeking in that way the information. It will be revealed because you will be willing to be it to discuss it to know it. But it is also the timing that you share with that friend this idea rather than with us. Okay. Thank you very much. Thank you.

One moment. Yes. um acknowledging that excuse me that that um we do not uh really have a uh well that a future is created from the present time then would it be correct to say that all quote future unquote and all past unquote lives are actually occurring simultaneously at this very moment. How we not said that? Okay. Just wanted to make sure that I get stated properly. Um properly. Yeah. You’ve stated it for yourself, right? In a way that I really like. Thank you. Okay. Um but that doesn’t necessarily mean that any being that we contact would be our self. Well, it is our self. Thank you. Okay. In an overall sense, all is one. Yes. But not necessarily the uh singular identity. Not necessarily in the differentiated state. No. Okay. But some of them will be. Yes. Are Okay. Good. Just as many of what you told them to be. UFOs are your own future selves. Uh-huh. Okay. Speaking of UFOs, Yes. What kind of reception do off world spacecraft get when they land in communist countries? Is it any different from what they get when they land in this country? A few of the times it has been in a sense similar. A few times it has been different. Has it been different in a way more of welcoming by uh our communist comrades? Um would that characterize the difference? Allow me to say the majority have not. Not the welcome. No. Okay. A few have. Okay. Interesting. uh have a few also been welcoming in this country. Oh yes. Um okay I I perceive that a lot of the welcoming in this country has been by non-governmental people. Oh not necessarily but there are some governmental people who have been welcome. Yes. Very interesting.

All right. I want to discuss something with you that that I that I looked at today. I was looking at the idea of crystals because we discussed that Monday night toward the end. Okay. And uh I was looking at I realized first of all one thing the idea of crystals is that whenever I think of crystals I always think of them as like glass but I see the crystallity of the facets where the reflective quality is like it not only reflects outward but inward. Yes. Yeah. So I was looking pretty much like you. Yes. So, I was looking at that idea today and I came I I started looking at something else that got real involved and it’s really exciting, but I came to a portion of it which kind of confuses me a little. So, that’s what I wanted to to talk to you about. Why? Okay. Um I was looking at self a self actually looking at myself but a self uh which we normally I guess would call all there is. It’s an automatic creator by nature. Uh the self has an idea and the idea is self as consciousness and uh and then it has the idea that it can communicate with itself about self as consciousness. Yes. And then it has an idea that it can communicate with this self as consciousness. Yes. Okay. Now self as consciousness is its own self while being the original self. Oh right. Okay. And uh it is and has its own idea of itself. Yes. Which can communicate with itself about itself and also contains the idea that it can communicate with itself as a consciousness. Yes. Okay. Um within this idea there’s no idea of limit on the idea. So yeah. Okay. Got it. So so far so good. Okay. So get it. So though each self as consciousness as self is its own unique self it is the original self and all subsequent as we know this word sub subsequent cells contain all the preceding cells in okay but it doesn’t multiply in a linear fashion as we would think of it now because the original idea was automatically in total automatically in total And it is all right. It can never not be. It’s like it’s only idea, right? Yes. That which is is right. Okay. Um this is the point that it got a little obscure for me. Uh since each self has consciousness and is an automatic creator with our idea of free will. Uh and then I had a realization that there was no real need for the idea of free will since it’s inherent. Pretty good there. Any self can create a new idea. Yes. Okay. I can see how it is contained in the original self but not in all the cells. I can see how each self is all there is because there’s nothing else to be due to its origin. Okay. Yes. But I don’t see how each separate unique facet is all there is in a complete sense. Because what you are describing is in that sense the creation of levels of awareness not primal existence itself. You follow me? The creation of a different level of awareness is also simultaneously an automatically new created differentiation within the oneness. Therefore again both are true. Therefore again both are true.

Yes. We talked on Monday night a little bit about my relationship with my son and so forth. Nice. And um I’m I I just want to explore the area because I’m not feeling very good about it. I’m not having a very good time with it. And what are you having a good time not having a good time? No, not even that. You’re having a rotten time having a rotten time. If you’re having a rotten time, having a rotten time, then that must mean you’re having a good time. [Music] Oh, I follow you. But I mean, I’m, you know, when I ask these questions in my mind, then I then I answer them, you know, with all those with all those answers and and I come up with a lot of realizations that way and a lot of things have shifted. So, I’m not really saying that it’s the same problem that I had then. All right. But I am saying that rather than lightening and and moving um letting go and and shifting it’s just kind of like shifted into Will you define something for me? Yes. What do you mean letting go? Uh I mean the feeling of um when you just feel free and light like right now I feel real um down there like I had a um waste on me. Did we not in that way also describe to you the idea of the thickening of the energy field and that there would be the perception of what he termed to be melancholy slowing down of momentum. Yeah, but that I I recognize that. But that’s a little bit different than what I’m talking about. I recognize that. But that’s okay with me. I just go and I lie down and I do nothing. That’s fine. Oh, you do not do nothing. No, I know. But you know what I mean. Physically I do nothing with my body. Um, no. That’s not what I’m talking about. When I say letting go, I’m just talking about when you don’t I’m talking about what I’m not doing right now. Do you also wish to stand up and sit down? You not. Do you wish to be another you? No, I don’t. I would like to um I guess I would like to understand a little better. I I would like to understand my son a little better. I know that what he’s doing is just one moment. Yeah. Do you feel that the you you now are well all white obviously does not understand what is happening? Do you think that a future you might understand what this you did? Uh probably so. Then why would you not like to be that you that would understand? Um yeah that would be okay. Okay. Would it be the you that would know why you are doing what you are doing? Yeah. But it would also be I feel like in it would also be the me that would look back and know that that I didn’t have to make it so hard on myself. All right. Then be that you and make it not so hard on yourself right now. That how do you feel? I believe. All right. Go ahead. Experience the idea. Do not judge your judgment. All right. Been crying most of the time. So what? Well, are you assuming that is something bad? No, I’m just I just feel like uh that it would shift. Are you expecting it to? Yeah. Then it will not go ahead and experience without expectation. Then it will. You follow me? Mhm. Cry all you want, grieve all you want until you are truly tired of it. Yeah, I can do that. Understand therefore that if you’re not tired of it yet, it is still serving a function. Therefore, enjoy it. And when you enjoy it, then it will not be grief. Mhm. Do you enjoy the blue light? Do you feel that you can in that sense place yourself in that state and developing yourself in that blue light that allows you to disconnect from all choices except the choice of being disconnected from all choices for a moment? Then how will you feel in that state? I feel good in that state and I do not say but you know I just said I can get that state. Um all right. Okay. There are many ways to say but does not have to be the literal word. Do you enjoy that state? Does that state represent an idea of yourself that would feel more like the ideal reality you wish to be? Oh yeah. Then what is stopping you from allowing yourself to know that you can create that state always? I’m judging myself. I get in that state and then I get with my son and all of a sudden I’ll hell exist. All hell? Yeah. What about all heaven? [Music] A little of that. Oh, just a little of that. Well, actually there’s quite a lot of that. Quite a lot. Obviously not equal. Not too. That is your judgment as well. Yeah. When you allow heaven and hell to be equal symbols, then you will recognize that you will not spend eternity in either, but that you are eternity itself. You will spend eternity in you. Yeah. I think of it as a human thought is because of what other manifestations that were occurring like that there must be something wrong or there must be something wrong. Yes. Understand that you may without suggestion of being that other you that future you then recognize the suggestion from us that many times when incidences occur in your life as you create them, you judge them in the moment in the sense of saying well what has this got to do with where I have been? What about the way you will be? Many times incidents when you then get to that future self you look back as you say and oh I understand completely why I went through that. If I had not gone through that I would not appreciate where I am right now. Then why not while you are going through that incident that your future self will appreciate so much. Why not be the future self and appreciate it now looking at it as a connection to your future self which you are creating from your present anyway. Yeah. Mhm. You are very malleable. Allow yourself to be so. You are everywhere. Go where you want to be. Thank you. Thank you.

question as I in one of the experiences I had Saturday in a healing going back to a past life which is now in this life obviously and to a a vow I had made about punishment to myself feeling I had not been in tune with God which of course is not true but feeling that and sort of making a personal vow I had seen where many lifetimes I have kept up this sort of self-punishment yes and that I can choose to let go of it. Oh, thank you very much. And I guess there’s a part of me that really believes it can’t be that simple. But it really is, isn’t it? The part of you that believes it can be is beginning to be the reality that is manifesting into physicality. Otherwise, you would not be here now at the time of a positive transformation on your planet. You follow me? I do. I feel very in tune with the transformation and and committed to helping me any way I can. Then the way you can help is to be who you are fully, knowing in faith and trust that you have chosen to serve as the viewpoint that you are. Only by serving as that viewpoint will you then be helping. Follow me. Yes, I do know. Thank you. Also, by sering at that viewpoint, you then allow for the expansion of awareness of All-That-Is. In other words, you make more and more and more of All-That-Is for everyone to share for which we will thank you. Thank you very much.

Simply in that way allow yourself to know with your imagination that you are as we described before simply assuming that if something does not occur in exactly this manner it will not serve you. Allow me by analogy then this way to describe a scenario. Follow along in your imagination. All right. You have created the idea that you must, as you say, on your planet pay rent. You follow me? You create the reality that if you do not have this money by such and such a day, in such and such a way, you will not be able then to sustain the idea of the dwelling. Oh, so you know that would have watched you for some time. Allow me to say simply that by creating the assumption that if you do not get that money in such and such a way by such and such a time, you are reinforcing the idea of creating that deadline as you say for yourself through which you will then have the negative manifestation of losing your dwelling. What? No. But by knowing that the idea of abundance is what you are, then you will allow yourself to unfold in whatever way is possible for you to unfold. Perhaps some money will just come to you from somewhere that you had forgotten about or not expected. Perhaps your manager will come and say, “Well, guess what? We found an error in our books. We are giving everyone a rebate this month. You do not have to pay.” Perhaps you will create that you move from your dwelling so that you can find a different one that suits you more. You will find you do not need a dwelling at all because you will be traveling unexpectedly. Someone will offer you the chance to travel and you will not need a dwelling at all because you will be staying in many wonderful places. Perhaps you will win a contest. Perhaps all of these things. Perhaps someone will come to you and say, “We are leaving for a long trip. Will you watch our dwelling for us free? Look at all the possible ways you can create the idea that you do not necessarily need your money by such and such a time. But if you know that you are always abundant in whatever way you need to be abundant, then you will allow all of those ideas to manifest if they serve the purpose of allowing you to recognize that you are abundant. recognizing that you are then creating the effect before the cause. The cause and the effect are the same event. It is one of those ideas in physical reality that seems to be a polarity diametrically opposed and in a time frame seems to say that the cause must come first. No, understand that the cause and the effect are the same event. If you create as the analogy we have used many times the idea that you need a reason to be happy then you will never be happy until you find that reason. But by creating the idea that you need a reason first you will also never find that reason because you are too busy looking for that to be happy. Allow yourself in that way to simply know that if you are already happy to begin with and you know that that is your natural state of existence and you create that effect for yourself. Then nature being an automatic creator that portion of your consciousness which creates automatically without you having to even think about it. Then then because you have created the reality of being happy then because it will not allow there to be a vacuum in creation. It will give you through coincidental interaction all the necessary reasons to support the happiness you have created. So you do know that I have been working with this abundance with Pat and on a daily basis. That is why you are so tired. Yes. It is a full-time job to struggle out. Then allow yourself to know that all of that struggling has served the purpose to know you do not need to do it anymore. You are tired of the idea. Become another idea. Become another idea. That is what your reality is. You becoming ideas, not having ideas, becoming ideas, being the idea itself. Therefore, be the idea of abundance rather than the idea of struggle. Be the idea that you know you are abundant. Abundant meaning any way, shape or form or situation or relationship that allows you to simply continue to manifest exactly as you need to. Recognize many individuals are very abundant, but they do not need money to be so. They simply always find themselves in situations where they have everything they need, are never at a loss for anything. They are very abundant because they allow themselves to flow in their particular manifestation and expression of abundance. Therefore, many times many ideas will not need money to be able to be manifested. Those that do will automatically bring the money with them. Since every idea always comes complete with all the ingredients necessary for a perfect manifestation when you allow it to be complete. Every idea that needs money to manifest will bring the money with it. All you have to do then is allow the idea validity. Then you will be allowing the money validity as well because the money being a part of that idea cannot be separated from it. When you separate the idea of the money from that idea in order to achieve that idea, you are not allowing the entire idea to come true. You are taking the portion of the money out and saying, “Well, this has to happen first.” But that is not the whole idea. You follow me? Yes. Then allow allow allow allow yourself to be the idea that you know everything is manifesting exactly as you need it to.

There will be, in your terms of time, a few more of your minutes left to question. Sure.

All right, venue. We’ll find out what happens to me because, uh, right after our last conversation, I started feeling very weak and very—um, well, my energy. All right.

May I request at this time that I perform a practice so common in your civilization? Yes. I’m going to put you on hold. Okay. Yes.

Uh, a friend of mine got ill last night and he had a phenomena that he’s described to me which I’ve heard before—heard about before. He’s having a tremendous amount of automatic pictures. May I put you on hold for a moment as well? Must get back to my other call. Are you paying attention to what is being said? Yes, I am. Oh, thank you. Oh, hold on.

And, uh, do you have any information about that? How I can help him? Keep going. Keep going. Yes. Keep going. The pictures. The pictures.

He’s got—uh, this—uh, which is waking him up at night, and he’s ill and throwing up and stuff like that. What are the pictures like? Uh, pictures of what? He said they’re going so fast that he couldn’t give me any information about that as far as what it was or what the pictures were about. They’re just funny, strange. Funny strange.

All right. Allow me to say in that way that when you have in that sense a true experience on that level, many times those dreams or slight remembrances which do not seem to make much sense will in some ways most accurately represent the experience you have had, since there are no physical symbols to accurately define that experience.

Therefore, the dreams that seem to make the least amount of sense—be the most, as you say, bizarre—will be the conscious mind attempting to find some sort of symbol with which to make sense out of the experience that you had. It does not have as many ideas to draw from in a symbolic sense as your non-physical self. It will patch together what it can to represent the idea. Mhm.

The recognition in the self of the idea of the frailty of the physical form as compared to the spiritual form. Now this is only an idea. They’re not saying that the physical form is actually more frail than the spiritual form. But the idea contained within the self, when that great energy of your collective self is interred, it will cause in that way a great friction to occur.

And therefore, the nauseousness that may be experienced from time to time on individuals who are willing in that sense to begin channeling—the disorientation, the illness, the disease, defocusing in that way—it will simply be something which will pass as the energy vibration is acclimated to.

All right. My question is um the last one for not you is when I was 18. That’s not a question. This is background which you don’t need. You already know it but I’m going to do it anyway. Not assume that we know. You are your own reality. We are allowed to know what you allow us to know. Well, I’m going to allow you to know this experience as I verbalize it for everyone. Thank you. When I was 18, I was um in my bed. Follow me. In an astral sense, follow me. You would call it connect. You might call it the accashic record.

Your willingness to give conviction to the idea will allow you to move forward. I don’t tell you what to do about it.

Stop. We do not think silliness is negative.

This will be a symbol, but it will be something that will give you the chance to be in the appropriate. meditate escape to recognize a certain idea.

Many times individuals do this for themselves not recognizing why they are doing something but so mundane. They create for themselves that idea of then meditation within that exercise that allows them to perceive other ideas. As they are more often than not in the other times a little bit too frenetic, a little bit too hectic to allow themselves to simply have the drifting focus required to see what it is they have created for themselves to do.

Therefore, our suggestion for you will be to go home and make some pancakes. I told you it was silly. But the entire process will put you like a specific formula into the exact meditative state you require to perceive the idea you are searching for. All right. I know you didn’t mean that literally.

Go home and make some pancakes whenever you feel like. It doesn’t have to be right now. I know. But when you do, it will be the exercise for you that will allow you to tap into certain portions of your health as you perform certain functions in the cooking automatically.

And as you then ingest your creation, it will settle with a certain satisfaction having fed yourself the right idea. And it will be very sweet.